The guilt...
things I have done in my life
Possessed as a forbidden fruit
In order to execute the existence
Urging me to accept the truth
Practicing my democracy on a daily basis
Perfect or not ...that sucks
Pulverized my believes and stability
Disabled my days as lame ducks
Every time I wish to behead the headlines
School shootings, gang raping etc.
Questioning the reason to live on
Ecstasy that brought me to Diaspora?
Imagine a reason to wake up every morning
Praise the Lord and always humble
Day light goes up at its peak
When the night falls...
dream dissolves the tremble
Strangled my neck time to time
Feel like a death row inmate
Frankly, I accept the reality
It is nothing but my fate!!!
As long as the fear doesn't belong to me
That happened to my neighbours backyard
Aristocratically, pretend world is sweet
Abandoning my soul....that is so sad!!!
Amphibian life opt me to different paths
Alignment of living gone so wrong
Stick with what I cherish all this while
Steer my boat ever so strong
Appreciation of God and spiritual thoughts
Amalgamates my brain cells
Suppression of my anger and on
Sublimely,
vanishes through morning bells.
Anandprasad.
